Please Help Me"I Have Chlamydia" By Frederick Charles Morton           First Public Edition

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in over 14 years. I am on social security and I do have either Medicare or Medicaid or
something, I don't know which one it is called or even if it is the same thing. I have never
used it before. So I thought to myself, that is why she didn't ask me if I had medical
insurance, it is on the paperwork. So I filled it out and took it back to the receptionist. I
handed it to her and I kind of expected her to ask me to see my insurance card, but she
didn't, so I just went back to the waiting room to wait for my number to be called. There
didn't seem to be any concern about money and that didn't bother me one bit.

While sitting in the waiting room I would occasionally look over at the doctors
calling out numbers for the other people there. I did notice that their name cards were
hanging around there necks down to their waists, but I didn't think that much of it at the
time. They had male and female doctors. I have never had a female doctor before for
anything, so I was a little preconceived. I am not really embarrassed too much about my
little penus, but I was wondering if I got a female doctor, would I get an erection. Plus
my penus was all in distress and that is what she would be looking at and checking. I did
get a male doctor to my relief. Remember, I come from the old school. Back when I was
a kid, just about all doctors were men and just about all nurses were women. I never even
seen a female doctor until I was about 23, in 1988, when I was in the army stationed at
Fort Drum, New York. I don't have any problem with female doctors, I just never had one
before.

I waited about 45 minutes for my number to be called. I thought that was pretty
good. I didn't have to wait too long. There were only about 10 to 12 people before me. I
guy called my number and I got up out of the chair and walk over to him. I assessed him
right away, checking for his age, experience and professionalism. Of course this was on
the inside, I didn't let him see it, but he should have already known. Everybody does it all
of the time whenever we are talking to someone or met someone new. He assessed and,or
gauged me too. Being that I have never been to this place before or ever met any of these
people, it would be just natural to assess the situation, atmosphere, place and people
around me. In a way, it might not have mattered who I got, but I was fairly comfortable
with this guy.

We went back to the exam room. I took my seat and he sat at his desk. I started to
tell him what my problem was, but I stopped a couple of seconds later, because when I
looked at the doctor, he was using his energy in such a way as to appear to be low rate or
something. For a second I thought, maybe this guy is just a guy who does the paperwork
for the doctor or something, and then the doctor would come in afterwards. So I said, ?
are you the doctor, and he said yes. Then he started to use his energy in a more competent
way. At the time I just ignored it, but now that I think back upon it, I think he was using
his energy from the inside kind of strongly to be quieter than me on the inside so that he
could gauge me better. It only lasted for a couple of seconds, until I asked him if he was
the doctor. Then he came back to, on the level, or at least a thought. Remember, I am
here seeking help, I am the one who has the problem, I am the one who needs to be cured,
so even if I thought he was doing something corrupt "the family way", it is not going to
hurt him one bit and I still won't be cured. This is another one of their advantages they
have "and they know it too". Anyway, it didn't seem like that big a deal at the time and
then I continued to tell the doctor what my problem was. I told him everything I could
about my problem right up front. I was being completely honest. I figured that if I told
him everything up front, that he would already know what it was and be able to cure me

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